I’m back with changes!

Hello! Man, has it been a long time or what? 8 months to be exact. I am sorry I had to disappear for a little while but it could not be avoided. My hiatus started when we hit a bit of a financial snag and opted to let the internet go out of all our bills because it was and still isn’t a great NECESSITY. We were recoperating and were doing well only to have another bump in our road. We got a life altering call when my mother in law called her son (my hubs) and said she was going to have brain surgery. She has stage 4 lung cancer and it had moved to her brain. He flew back and forth from Texas to California for a couple months but ultimately we ended up making the long two thousand mile move from Texas to California in our car with our two kids and what we could put in the back of the car. Leaving most of our stuff in storage back in Texas. Wow, right? I agree. I have never been outside of texas and southern oklahoma until I came to California. Wow!! What differences. (more on this later)

I learned and realized a lot of things about my blog and myself while I was away. I was starting or maybe had been feeling a lot of pressure. I always want to be the best at whatever I do and I push myself so hard that at times it’s a fault instead a strength. I stress over the smallest of things and have anxiety over just about everything. No, I’m not joking. I started losing focus over why I wanted to blog in the first place. It started feeling more like a job instead of a hobby. I started worrying about followers and views and it all became overwhelming.It all started feeling forced and that isn’t how I wanted it to be. Coming back and going forward though things aren’t going to be that way. I’m going to read what I want, when I want. I am not going to worry about how long it takes me to finish each book. This ended up causing more then one problem and I can’t allow myself to worry about it. I’ll post reviews however often I end up posting them and I am going to have fun with it. I enjoy reading and just want to be able to talk to others and share my opinions about the books that I read.

I am not limiting my blog to just book stuff though. I want to share my journey through life. My move across the country was magnificent and too good not to share. Some of the things I have done here in California since my move here have been amazing and I want to write and talk about them so that’s what I am going to do.

It may be boring for some but it might not be boring for all. So, please feel free to go along with me through this journey and let’s have some fun. If not may your heart lead 👣you to the right place and where you want to be.

My only goals and wishes going forth are to make friends along this journey in my crazy, silly, twisted up life and to share this journey with others. Maybe spread a little happiness through this lifetime of mine. Read and Enjoy life to fullest. Want to come along and be apart? Then come on then!!!

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